Contemplating Happiness
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ancient_filesTitle: Contemplating Happiness
Autor: scout78
Rating: PG
Spoilers: ummm, yeah... some season 9 episode. But I can't remember the title right now.
Keywords: Doggett/Reyes, Vignette, Doggett POV
Disclaimer: Nope, they're not mine. They belong to CC, 1013 and Fox. I'm just playing with them. I promise to give them back when I'm finished.
A/N: I wrote this in english class to prevent falling asleep. What does that tell you about my teacher? *g* And if you can think of a better title for this little ficlet, please tell me.
Date: 2004
I don't know what's going on with me. We have a case to solve. And she just woke up from a nightmare. But I've never seen a woman more beautiful than Monica in her nighty.
I know I shouldn't think about her that way, but hell, what good does it do to deny that I have feelings for her that go way beyond simple friendship? I have already admitted to myself that I love her. And seeing her in that blue nighty... it got those long ignored hormones going again.
I really wished that I could just crawl into bed beside her and cradle her in my arms, comforting her after her nightmare and kissing it all better.
But as usual fate intervened and we had to get our asses in gear and go and try to solve this mess of a case. Now the moment is lost.
I don't even know if she could ever love me back, or if she just sees me as a friend.
God, I wish circumstances were different. I wish I was able to express my feelings better, to set aside my fear of rejection and just tell her how much she means to me. I love her more than life itself. Her pain is my pain. When she's happy, I'm happy, too.
I hated to see her so frightened earlier. That must have been one hell of a dream. I'll probably ask her later about it. Who knows, maybe she'll tell me. Maybe she'll let me hug her and maybe... maybe I'll finally be able to open up to her and spill the beans about my feelings for her. And damn the consequences!
END
Autor: scout78
Rating: PG
Spoilers: ummm, yeah... some season 9 episode. But I can't remember the title right now.
Keywords: Doggett/Reyes, Vignette, Doggett POV
Disclaimer: Nope, they're not mine. They belong to CC, 1013 and Fox. I'm just playing with them. I promise to give them back when I'm finished.
A/N: I wrote this in english class to prevent falling asleep. What does that tell you about my teacher? *g* And if you can think of a better title for this little ficlet, please tell me.
Date: 2004
I don't know what's going on with me. We have a case to solve. And she just woke up from a nightmare. But I've never seen a woman more beautiful than Monica in her nighty.
I know I shouldn't think about her that way, but hell, what good does it do to deny that I have feelings for her that go way beyond simple friendship? I have already admitted to myself that I love her. And seeing her in that blue nighty... it got those long ignored hormones going again.
I really wished that I could just crawl into bed beside her and cradle her in my arms, comforting her after her nightmare and kissing it all better.
But as usual fate intervened and we had to get our asses in gear and go and try to solve this mess of a case. Now the moment is lost.
I don't even know if she could ever love me back, or if she just sees me as a friend.
God, I wish circumstances were different. I wish I was able to express my feelings better, to set aside my fear of rejection and just tell her how much she means to me. I love her more than life itself. Her pain is my pain. When she's happy, I'm happy, too.
I hated to see her so frightened earlier. That must have been one hell of a dream. I'll probably ask her later about it. Who knows, maybe she'll tell me. Maybe she'll let me hug her and maybe... maybe I'll finally be able to open up to her and spill the beans about my feelings for her. And damn the consequences!
END
